तभी मेरी आँख खुल गई

eSa viuh pkph ds ;gka cSBh FkhA eSa ogka cSBus ugha cfYd dqN iwNus xbZ FkhA njvly eSa muls ;s iwNus xbZ Fkh fd D;k dy ge lc laxe fogkj tk jgs gS\ tSls gh pkph us dgk fd ^gka* dy ge lc laxe fogkj tk jgs gSaA ;s lqudj eSa cgqr [kq”k gqbZ vkSj [kq”kh ds dkj.k xksy&xksy ?kweus yxhA ckn esa [kkuk [kkdj lksus pyh xbZA ysVs&ysVs eq>s uhan vk xbZA jkr dk le; Fkk rdjhcu X;kjg&ckjg ct jgs FksA dejs esa pkjksa vkSj “kkafr gh “kkafr FkhA cl ia[ks dh [kjZ&[kjZ lqukbZ ns jgh FkhA lksrs&lksrs eq>s ;s liuk vk;k fd eSa] esjk HkkbZ vkSj eEeh&ge rhuksa viuh ukuh ds ?kj tk jgs FksA

tc ge ml jkLrs ls xqt+jrs gSa rks ogka ,d yksgs dk iqy vkrk gSA iqy ds lcls Åij Vªsu vkSj mlds chp esa xkfM+;ka vkSj lcls uhps cgqr lkjk ikuh gh ikuh gSA oks NksVk&eksVk iqy ugha cfYd cgqr cM+k iqy gSA ogka dh txg dks ;equk ds uke ls tkuk tkrk gSA oSls tc eSa vdlj gd+hdr esa tkrh gwa rks ,slk yxrk gS fd ;s Hkxoku dgha eSa brus lkjs iskuh esa uhps uk fxj u tkÅa vkSj mlh iqy ds ckjs esa ns[kk fd eSa vkSj esjk NksVk HkkbZ] eEeh LdwVj esa cSBs Fks tSls gh oks LdwVj yksgs ds iqy esa ?kqlk rks eSaus viuh vka[ksa can dj yhA FkksM+h nsj ckn tc eSaus viuh vka[ksa [kksyh rks ns[kk dh brus cM+s iqy ij cl nks ;k rhu ls T+;knk xkM+h ut+j ugha vk jgh FkhA ;s lc ns[krs gh eSa lkspus yxh fd brus cM+s iqy ij cl nks ;k rhu xkM+h py jgh gSA rHkh ge ftl LdwVj ij cSBs Fks vpkud mlds batu esa dqN [kjkc vk xbZA ge LdwVj ls ckgj fudy x,A esjk /;ku Åij gh FkkA eSaus ,d ckj Hkh uhps ugha ns[kkA gesa ogka [kM+s&[kM+s vk/kk ?kaVk gks x;k fQj vpkud esjh ut+j gYds ls ,d NksVh lh uko ij x;hA eSa ml uko dks ns[kdj dkQ+h [kq”k gks xbZ vkSj mlds ckn ml iqy dh jsfyax ls uhps >kadus yxhA oks dksbZ ,slk&oSlk lhu ugha cfYd dkQ+h vyx lhu FkkA eSaus ns[kk fd brus Hkjs gq, ikuh esa esyk yx jgk gSA esjh vka[ksa [kqyh dh [kqyh jg xbZA vlyh dk esyk Fkk tSlk fojkV ij gksrk gS fcYdqy ,slk Fkk ikuh ds vanj >wys py jgs FksA dkQ+h yksx rks mlds vanj cSBdj >wy jgs FksA eSaus Hkh lkspk dh eSa Hkh mlds vanj tkÅ¡xhA eSaus eEeh ls iwNk fd D;k eEeh eSa uhps tk ldrh gw¡ cl ,d >wyk >wydj vk tkÅ¡xhA esjh eEeh us lkQ+ euk dj fn;k fd ugha rw ;gka pqipki [kM+h jgA

ml ikuh ds esys dks ns[kdj esjk fny epy jgk FkkA eSa fQj Hkh pqipki ogka fcuk crk, pyh xbZA tc eSa ogka xbZ rks ml ikuh ds uhps&uhps tkus yxhA eSa dkQh Mj xbZ Fkh fd eSa vius vki dgka tk jgh gwa vkSj tSls gh eSa mlds vanj igqaph rks ns[kk ogka dqN vyx fdLe ds balku gSA ml ikuh ds vanj [kM+h gksrs gq, Hkh ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd eSa ckgj [kM+h gwaA ikuh ckj&ckj esjs flj ls xqtj jgk Fkk vkSj ogka eq>s okil tkus dk jkLrk Hkh ugha fn[kkA eSa ikuh ds vanj gh jksus yxhA esjh vkokt+ ckgj ugha vk jgh FkhA rHkh esjh vka[ksa [kqy xbZA

--- ,drk